it's an end and a beginning of something
I shaved my head yesterday and this was the dream I had since I was16. I've always curious about how I would look like completely bald. But I can't, I unfortunately have very controlling parents that will tell me that my body is theirs I have to have their approval to have different hair color, short hair, or piercings or tattoo. And the answer has always been no. this wasn't like a "revenge" thing for me, it actually meant a lot to me because every time I make my own decision I have more self autonomy. Ofc, there are lots of other reasons I have thought about before this. The biggest one is: let go. it's random but I was watching this video of an idol who have the exact same hair color and style since debut. and her hair is severely damaged bc she would bleach it all the time to keep the look that audience love the most. And I felt like I have empathy toward that, because sometimes when you find something that is really good. ( a hair cut that looks good...
